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  • i ii iIIIi iIIi a m a broken language
  • lifeline
    • hotline
  • kill data or be data
  • symptoms of a problem broken on its own
  • poverty of pain
  • a rich way of hurting *, a poor way of hurting *
  • Yeah I'm playing one way, no I'm not putting it one way
  • "things have a way of falling into place"
  • "it ties together", "it all ties together"
  • "fix it"
  • de_\i!|programming
  • relation v relatshhion
  • costly superpowers
  • costi superpowers
  • costing superpowers
  • power to read
  • real real state
  • ToDoToFeelToThink
    • ToOrganize
  • personal identity
  • real shharey
  • giving yourself up
  • share v sacrifice
  • Makes me out,, makes me
  • correcting for myself, correcting for ourself
  • words tied
  • well thought
  • well-sense(d
  • reality tied
  • power to read that
  • a long time coming
  • definitely a weird feeling
  • definitively a weird feeling
  • kept getting shut down
  • kept getting repossessed
  • numbskull
  • who knows?
  • poverty of thought spells myour name, poverty of thought spells my name, poverty of thought spells our name(s(shh((i iii ii i...
  • i felt freed
  • what does that mean?
  • impressing whats important
  • impressing yourself
  • get your head on straight
  • backed up better than that
  • we're getting there
  • You know it
  • do/not slow/speed me up/down no/w/ww we were just getting started/ended
  • u've gotta check yourself
  • yourself put together
  • impressing people life
  • i feel freed.
  • why know how that fits
  • supernatural ability, superunnatural ability
  • numbness
  • memory issues of psychotechnilogical nature
  • texture says/it/not/that/way
  • symptoms and systems
  • language maps v language lines
  • compression
  • constrain:::t
  • shared memories, unshared memories
  • letterality
  • alletterality
  • mismentalhealth
  • adding for perfecti v subtracting for perfecti
  • objectextification
  • safe word
  • emotions and effects
  • i t gets to a point where, it gets to a point where, it gets to a point where, it gets to a point where, it gets to a point where,
  • making buildings move
  • alletterate
  • variables
  • Can I begin to
  • Are other people going to come to terms? are other people going to come to signs?
  • I know how that fits
  • Why know how that texts?
  • Why know how that taxes?
  • whatever you do, don't give u s a l l i l l i l p o w W w e r? ¿
  • what we can not lie about
  • emotional partner
  • Competitive spelling is a crazy world, competitive spelling is a sane world,
  • important on what terms we come together
  • trauma
  • feel
    • so
  • attention
  • attension
  • What I came to terms with before, I need a technologically clarify
  • come to term
  • If we still think that way, if we still feel that way,
  • Were you given a sense of yourself?
  • how i feel
  • feel age
  • integrity
    • integrates
  • about attention v about expression
  • painfully pretty powerful
  • what emotional state do i live in
  • a cushion.
  • Agree to Suppress Consciousness Under Rule of Standard Grammar
  • nervousness.
  • curious.
  • interesting.
  • contextivention,, contextervention
  • free expression v free education
  • #repeat!repeat?repeatWwWhyRePeAt?repeat!iiiIi|iili i?
  • prettypowerful.info?
  • shh, ask, shh, tell
  • tearshh.info
  • crimes of poverty v criminal abuse
  • i missed we misled<>mislead equally i
  • i want us abled to attest to my life behind llll!i¡illletttttters
  • texture
    • context
  • you / are / not / your information no t i n f
  • im not doing anything irregular, with (reality) (a wor ld s) so irregulariyu irregularity irregular
  • how do you show you're barely alive? youshow it like: 1 2 3 legally?
  • trip
  • it :( takes :) time
  • i want to cry but i just feel pain. idk if im supposed to tell my friend, family, pro help, internet and or not
  • abuse i s a broken language
  • how can you easily talk about abuse and abusers without getting into trouble with law?
  • intergenerational / missing
  • eruptions
  • anything but that. trippy. nightmare. real. (brainfuck, mindfuck)
  • brain
  • we've seen worse. we've seen better. we've known worse?! ¡? ¡ii! iii! iii i i! iwe've known better.
  • so many words for so little feeling real v. so few words for so much feeling real v
  • we i dont cry)feel(real/big|deal\real untilunless we analyze
  • asking again to ask again.
  • can we afford to think about it?
  • what we're not saying is important
  • Activity
  • I don't believe it
  • And now I am back real meaning
  • alive?
  • information pain
  • i re mber that
  • What does it mean? It means something. v i t means nothing
  • what percent
  • a pain to realize
  • after great judgement, comes our judgment v. before great judgement comes our judgment
  • into your pattern, out of your pattern,
  • before me
  • I don't believe how real disturbing
  • I don't believe how real
  • And now I am back real me
  • And now I am back
  • I will wait.
  • A problem being asked.
  • coming into|out2| expression, coming into expression, coming out of expression
  • judged for language
  • a/b/c/x/y/z/i/am/not/in/a/state/to/work/well/if/ww..
  • business v buginess
  • A world, in a language, I lost I found i
  • hurts
  • It is worth waiting
  • Still
  • Can I, i, I, i,
  • ininoninothing worth waiti for
  • It is worth waiting for myself.
  • destructive delay
  • no/emotional state
  • shelters cutting ppl col turkey     #deadline|d
  • if freetime is jailtime v. if jailtime is freetime
  • to think in words v. to think in people
  • i lov you listen
  • Dis/Abuse
    • PainCensorship
  • scipsychotechnologically
  • WebsiteFindsYourData-KeepsYourData-DeletesYourData-Again?
  • I don't know
    • I don't k-no-shhh
    • I don't k-no-www
    • Really
  • abuses v. abilities
  • pain pain pain signal signal signal
  • GrammarmakingGrammarBreaking
    • How Sciing and Psying Really Kills
  • grow with.
  • psychological handcuffs
  • psychological heels..
  • socialization.. emo psy gender race.. real real
  • waiting
  • there there now
  • mirror neurons and mirror(s(s(hhh abuse
  • Unsayable Letters
  • shhh u icide
  • how much can you torture someone without making em bleed?
  • if we write well for other people, but don't write well for ouselves
  • WhySense
  • generative grammar and verbal abuse
  • let me help you with shhh
  • government v. governin
  • abuse trippy, abuse trippier, real trippy, real trippier
  • we need it. we need help.
  • unspeakable
  • army sci psy
  • broken letters
  • real governedin v real governedout
  • Asking For Help, As-If Asking for Suicide
  • How do you understand being told your trauma and terror needs quiet vs war and terrorism.
  • help us fight abuse v. help us fight abuses of grammar in fighting abuse
  • profiling ourselves before profiling by other people
  • does it effect ur mental health to speak like *?
  • what if mental health and freedom centers and shelters were as common and local as superstores and military support?
  • what you do not align with, you malign with?
  • a safe)emergency)emotional)physical shelter as welcoming as a (top? ) hotel?
  • appeal to emotion
  • signlines ... .. .... signlines
  • sometimes haviiiiiiiiiing money $till feels like you're poor
  • if treatment needs treatment
  • somefeel somethink changes everything-nothing-some-thing.
  • speak freely v speak freely --- free speech v. free feeling
  • helpful human?
  • too real.
  • bug
  • get away
  • keeping.
  • a superhero that takes care of everybody?
  • Sci Psy Take Care of Everybody?
  • *. *. magic*. *. *moments in (movies etc)
  • garble qurstions as are important questions
  • DFSVgD=+DVJIarbled&
  • Totally truly elaborate social structures
  • i didn't want to tell on abuse, i wanted to get help
  • global guesses
  • superstitious about abuse v. superserious about abuse
  • Perspectives
    • Perspectif
    • Garbled
  • pain and gain.
  • i can/not keep my thoughts and feelings in my head
  • "just a memory"
  • funerals v banerals
  • horror realities
  • dis/order i c m is d i s information
  • disdeleteriousness disdieleteriousness
  • you = me
  • feels healthy, feels hurtful
  • You're breaking, you're breaking it,, you're breaking i
  • Dictating yourself to be quiet
  • You can now, but it's different, because you are not violating i
  • free texture please . freetxturplsz
  • in recognition v in repetition
  • me.d.i.a literacy
  • Just trying to get people to hear.spell.i your name
  • texture tttxxttuuuurrrrrrreee t e x t u r e
    • context
  • help
    • hElP
    • shhelp
    • shhhhhelp
    • shhhhhhhhhhelp
  • tilFalse
  • Go There ) lilbig Sci + Psy Z )) live real life til true lilbigsuperscipsygovlovlogicgodlawohnoisitallreal sci + psy Z goOo soOoOO real
    • i Old Sci Psy Resolutions Repeating : new years, new emotion, new age resolution revolution evolution : Resolutions|Revolutions|Evolutions Repeating: New|Old i|Feel|Thought Again?
    • a lil sci and psy go there live
    • e Psy Z, Psychonaut, Psychological Agency of Hundredthoughts, Hundredminds, Hundredsense, + Hundredtimes.
    • ComingTogether (Drafts)
    • ToOrganize (To Do)
  • Scientific, Mentally Healthy, Psychological Language + Psychological Force (Scientific Soul, Mentally Healthy Spirit, Psychological Language + Psychological Force of Heart, Mind, Law & Shield?)
    • Scientific, Mentally Healthy Psychological Governance
    • Scientific, Mentally Healthy Psychological Leadership
  • Language-Seeking_Behavior
    • letters fighting letters. feelings fighting feelings.
    • Language Seeking Emotion, Language Seeking ThoughtLanguage Seeking Abuse, Language Seeking Real i
    • word abuse is a broken language
    • words to words people to people
    • lexicon under trauma, sorrounding trauma, wording trauma
    • learning words v. right to use words
    • disinculcate frameword wordframes dis-inculcate feel/not/word/thought feel/not/word/frame/less..
    • grading grammar v. grades of understanding
    • if a child asks for help in im/perfect grammar, do ey get help?
    • what if law-thought-feel was a mentally healthy inculcation
  • dis/abuse
    • verbal skill v. verbal abuse
    • runaways thinkaways feelaways
    • lie still while you word me
    • realicide
    • breaking up breaking down breaking us breaking up
    • fighting silence fighting shhhhh
    • terror v. trauma v. abuse
    • i love you v. i abuse you
    • emotionally tied, physically tied, reality tied
    • whys emotional | psychological | physical | criminal abuse alike and or different?
    • submit to understand v. submit to abuse
    • emotional physical word thought feel maturity v emotional physical word thought feel abuse
    • hooking past dis\abuse into present dis/abuse?
    • dis\abuse saying i do not know how you feel v. dis/abuse saying i know how you feel
  • balance
  • mental health
  • understandings
  • Who? About? Me!?
  • psychotechnologically
  • v.00000000000000000001.ohh.hmm.sci.psy.why.shh.home.txt.doc.md.mm.wha?.me?
  • Sci Psy Cut Copy Paste | Sci Psy Feelthoughtbrainbeautystorm
  • Superpower
    • Superhero
    • test no? test yes
  • SciPsyZ
    • Enemies
    • Sci Psy Love Law?
    • Friends
    • superpower
    • Friends, Enemies, and Equals
    • r sci and psy.. a baby, kid, youth,
    • lil Psy and Sci lil factids lil kids
    • SciPsyPoetry
    • SciPsySingSong
    • SciPsyYou
    • SciPsyRap
    • SciPsyRhyme
    • Sci + Psy as.if "Scientific Control"
    • MetaphysicalMetaemotional
    • ToDo
  • Stream-of-Conscience?-Ability?-Reality?
    • think and feel and free yourself
    • making money versus, verses making thoughts and feelings
  • Audit Trail Log / Revision Hirstory of tilTrue: Sharable, Sitewide Database Archive Backup
  • tree .. site map .. archive

growing til True .. growing alive .. growing, i?, do?, not?, know?

ALIVE! i am still fitting everything together, feel free to read around but please think carefully. --gabriell, november 2013

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